Am i crazy or am i sick?

This is very interesting haha. But yeah obviously something is not right here. I can relate to some of the things you said, like being paranoid, having panic attacks & anxiety. But i'm 16 + depressed, and you're 13? That's pretty bad to have problems like this when you're just starting teenage life. So are you depressed too? You've talked to your parents or someone right? Don't forget to visit your doctor & tell him everything you said here.